Anxiety Kills - 10

(written 9/10)

B: 1 whole egg - 2 egg whites - peppers - 3 leaves of kale - spinach - basil

S1: Orange

D: Salmon dip, sharp cheddar cheese blocks, crackers, french bread, Papa Murphy's cowboy pizza, Gourmet Veggie pizza, and chicago style.

Dessert: Pudding cake - butterscotch pudding with chocolate on top and graham crackers. Plus chocolate ice cream

Where to start... Well, my blog is going international. Dan is going overseas and said he'd read my blog. Whether or not he does, I'm claiming international. (I shall keep you informed, Dan)

Salmon Dip: made by Dan. Tasted amazing. Mostly non-primal. Didn't really care.

Pudding cake: made by grandma. Filled with love. I love grandma's.

And as much as I may try to stick to primal foods (meat and veggies) for the rest of my life, I enjoy sharp cheddar cheese far too much to give it up completely.

And back to, where to start. Does a whirlwind begin at one specific point? Because that's how my day went.

I woke up, went to gym, was all hyped up excited, then a professor told me that he wouldn't give me an early or late exam when I miss the first exam in October. My grade in his class would be based on the 2nd exam entirely. (for the exam percentage) That's a lot of weight. The whole time, he's telling me that the trip "will be a great experience" and "everyone has a choice." I'm missing his class specifically for a huge career and grad school fair. We're talking big time employers coming to look at the super nerds. (It's a Tau Beta Pi convention) That's my choice all right. I'm now going try to talk to my advisor and see if something can be worked out.

That all happened around 2:00.

3:30ish. Robin calls. Dan may have to leave early. Dinner is cancelled. Mass pandemonium. Everyone is running around.

I find it funny that when you think that you're in the dumps, God can take you to someone in the same position.

My response to the phone call: Let me bring pizza.

The moment I wanted to be rescued from my anxiety, I got to help someone else. We played cards for an hour or so. I ate way too much food. Stayed there late. And left feeling so much better. So much better.